Well honey,
It is me again, I am missing you so much, I have had company all week and it was nice and I would go out and just feel like I needed to tell you about it but you are not there. Like tonight I went to St. Armand's Circle and it was for Halloween and it was very nice. SHS did a take-off of "Thriller" and they did a pretty nice job, but you were not here to tell about it, as you usually are I cannot believe it yet
Jamie is coming tomorrow and I know how much you would have loved to see him and Anita and visit with them, so I am feeling kind of guilty about it. Feeling like I should not be visiting because you are not here. You left me and I am angry with you and so disappointed with how you did it. So quickly, so fast!!I really never saw it coming.

I hope you are at peace and with all your friends, more of them there than here. You are free at last!! Watch over the kids and help them get through this. They are having a hard time and I hope you will help me too. I am really having a hard time and am sometimes numb. Also help Philip get some sleep tonight he needs his rest. Help Jan also .

Good night honey,
Love me