Dear Dad (#2)

Good Morning! 

Well Aaron and I went and looked at that house in North Port yesterday. It's a nice house. Good size and a lot of potential. I just wish it wasn't so far from everyone, especially now. I think you and mom would like it. I would like to take mom down there for her to see it, but I am torn about the idea of moving that far away now. It's harder to even think about being that far away from her and everyone. While I would hate for the house to slip through our fingers I can't help but feel not moving right now is the best thing to do. It's not about the money, it's about family. I mean it's only 45 mins or so away, but right now that feels like an eternity. The area is great. It's up and coming and has so much potential. We are close to 2 sets of couple friends, so that would be nice. But .... how do I move away right now? Not to mention that I don't love my job enough to commute.... and what sense does it make to move down there when so much of our life is still here in Sarasota? I don't know what the right thing is to do. I wish you could have seen the house. I think you would have liked it. It was hard walking through there yesterday and not thinking of all of these things that I would have asked you about the structure and the kitchen and all that... I am sad that I won't get to share the experience of my first house with you. I know you would have enjoyed it. I am sure you are watching over me though and will have a guiding hand when the time is right. 

I love you papa and miss you everyday!! <3