Hey honey,

Just me checking in to say hello and that I am missing you so-o-o-o much. I know I did not always show it but I am hoping you knew how much I do/did love you and knew I would miss you lots. I am having to start over again and I am not sure how to do it and am hoping you will help me to find my place again in this world and to like it and this world I now have without you.
There are so many things wrong and I am left to deal with them alone, I have the kids but I do not really want to let them have to feel they need to help.
I am going to the hospital to see Jake today and to sign up to be a volunteer. Starting out with one day a week or a few hours on the week-end. Just to feel it out and see if I like it and maybe I will get lucky and get a job there. I also asked for a job at the church today but Fr. Patrick is out of town but I will call him next week. Will keep you posted. Watch over us and keep us under your wing.
All my love,
Me