i feel guilty when i go about my day and get so wrapped up in what i am doing that you escape my mind for a while. then when i stop it all comes back and i remember that you are gone.
i feel guilty that i can go out and about and have fun, but you can't.
i feel guilty that i didn't get married sooner....
i feel guilty that i didn't start a family sooner too....
i feel guilty that i seem to have so much to say to you now, when you aren't here to hear it...
i am sorry i cheated you and myself as well
